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Ugh. Have I stopped writing??
Feb. 6th, 2018 08:59 amIt's been a month, or so, and as I look back I see that I'm writing less and less often, for fewer and fewer entries, and bleah. That's not what I intended. When I started writing at DreamWidth and cross posting to LJ, I immediately stopped posting as much, but that coincided with the mass exodus from LJ, and the already declining engagement there is not being helped by my move to DW. So that kind of sucks.
But it isn't really about the tech. I'm just boring. I mean, not boring, but most of what I'm doing is stuff like thinking hard about the programs I'm working on, the committee work, the ongoing slow but profound changes as a result of dedicated meditation, and so forth. There's no social life to speak of, not that that's a bad thing--who has time? I miss dancing a lot, but apparently not enough to start taking re-entry more seriously. D and I are buzzing along cheerfully and his trips overseas will continue, but there's nothing there that I can write about since it's all Top Seekrit. I'm just boring. Soooo boring.
I'm hoping this is a phase. I'm hoping that the deep inner work will start to manifest outwardly. Maybe then I'll have more to say, more to do and report on, more interesting questions or material to generate response.
But I never had a huge following here anyhow, and only two people currently comment. Has everyone gone to Facebook or Twitter? How are you getting your "write at length" fix, which FB and Twitter don't really encourage?
Urgh.
But it isn't really about the tech. I'm just boring. I mean, not boring, but most of what I'm doing is stuff like thinking hard about the programs I'm working on, the committee work, the ongoing slow but profound changes as a result of dedicated meditation, and so forth. There's no social life to speak of, not that that's a bad thing--who has time? I miss dancing a lot, but apparently not enough to start taking re-entry more seriously. D and I are buzzing along cheerfully and his trips overseas will continue, but there's nothing there that I can write about since it's all Top Seekrit. I'm just boring. Soooo boring.
I'm hoping this is a phase. I'm hoping that the deep inner work will start to manifest outwardly. Maybe then I'll have more to say, more to do and report on, more interesting questions or material to generate response.
But I never had a huge following here anyhow, and only two people currently comment. Has everyone gone to Facebook or Twitter? How are you getting your "write at length" fix, which FB and Twitter don't really encourage?
Urgh.
